I woke up slowly the next morning, the sun just starting to brighten the horizon around 5 am. I sat in my sleeping bag for a good while, eating my breakfast (almonds and raisins, some Gatorade, and a cliff bar) and sort of mentally exploring the body's pains and stiffness, judging whether any of them merited real concern or not. Satisfied that they did not, I realized that sunrise was quickly approaching, and with the forecast in the 90's for today, I needed to get moving while I it was still cool out.
He was a nice enough guy, and gave me some fairly vital information. You see, I used Google Earth for planning the majority of this trip, the satellite imagery telling me where I could find towns and water sources. The water sources, often small cattle tanks, I knew not to count on with water being so tenuous in the Sonora anyway, and it had been an incredibly dry winter there. The towns I was sort of counting on, but many of them are so small you can't find information about them. It just so happened that the next town I was counting on for water, Serapo's Gate, was in fact abandoned. I questioned him further, "Wait, you mean there is no one there? I could see a bunch of houses there. Could I still get water there??" He replied, "Nope. No one there, and no water, just a bunch of walls with no roofs." Well that just sucks. I ended up topping off my water from the agent's supply. I'd been carrying a gallon jug since yesterday (proudly, just like the immigrants do), first half full of water and then half full of Gatorade thanks to the agent the night before. I was thankful to have that extra water capacity now that it was going to be much further to the next place to refill. That next place would be Papago Farms, maybe around 20 miles as the crow flies, where there was a couple active farms and a large temporary Border Patrol station. Unfortunately, Papago farms was about 5 miles north of the border and would require a fair bit of bushwhacking and cross country travel to get to it without having to go many miles out of my way following the dirt road.
I thanked the agent for his help, and went on my way. It started out as more of a hobble, but as I warmed up a bit and the blood began to circulate to my extremities, I graduated to a slow jog. Around this time is when I would start to do my "running math" for the day- to try to figure out how long it would take me to get to my destination and the intermediate stops through the day. The most optimistic figure was the 10 minute mile. This is running at a fair pace (especially for carrying a 30ish pound pack), and I would realistically only achieve this if I was feeling really damn good. That would put me at 6 miles in an hour.
Sounds slow, right? If I'm just out on a run in Flagstaff, it's much more common for me to run anywhere between a 6 to 8 minute mile pace, but that is for a shorter distance, and I get to go home and sit on a couch and stuff my face with food when I'm done. You see, the name of the BorderVenture game was all about conserving, which was also one of the greater bits of uncertainty. I had to strike a very fine balance between covering as much distance as I could as quickly as possible and still being able to do it all over again the next day. Exert yourself, but not too much, because you still need to be able to move again tomorrow. What am I capable of, and how much can my body recover each night, and can my body adapt to this routine so that I'm healthy and strong enough to do it over and over again? Tough call. The slowest calculation was the walking time, 3 miles an hour, or 20 minute miles. This was reserved for rough terrain, off-trail travel, and for when I was feeling really haggard. The most realistic calculation was 15 minute miles, 4 miles an hour. This works out to half walking and half running. Generally there was quite a bit more running than walking, but with stops to eat, to take pictures, to look at maps and the GPS, to talk to Border Patrol, etc, it usually worked out to more around 4 or 5 miles an hour. So it was probably going to take me 5 hours to get to Papago Farms, but if I put in a concerted effort, I could get there in 4.
Well, it was probably around 6:30 when I started really moving for the day. After maybe an hour I passed through Serapo's Gate, and just like the agent had said, no chance of getting water there. Glad I'd topped off the ole water supply, I continued on through the desert. I was quickly approaching some more mountains, and it soon became obvious that I'd be passing through them in order to reach Papago Farms. I was having a bit of a hard time that morning, feeling pretty sore and tired from the previous day’s effort, and I was feeling a bit isolated, hopeless, and alone. Now normally I hate Steve Jobs and his Apple products, but I was particularly glad to have an iPod at the time. I’d taken it along so that I’d have a way of accessing wireless internet and sending photo updates along the way, but also in case I needed some musical distraction. I don’t normally run with music- I prefer to be in company of my thoughts, and I feel like it throws off my breathing and foot cadence- but it was certainly a welcome distraction. After listening to some old school Goo Goo Dolls (to my credit, the come from my home town), I found the song Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap. Between the hormone-rollercoaster of my body’s coping mechanisms and that haunting, autotune-masterpiece on repeat, I was high as a hippy at a Dead show. Unfortunately, as the highs get higher, the lows get lower too. I ran on, pondering the life, a failed relationship, and what the hell I was doing alone in the middle of the desert. 
The road soon took a turn northward away from the border, and I could see that the border fence ended just a half a mile away on the side of the first mountain it ran into. I perched up on top of the border fence for a better vantage of the area. You see, it was often flat enough, and the cacti and mesquite trees were tall enough, that you couldn't see farther than a couple hundred yards at a time. But from my perch I was able to see that there was a drainage headed through the mountains in a northwesterly direction, just the way I needed to go to reach the Papago Farms. Bonus. Good bye road, see ya on the other side (I knew from the crappy road map I had that the road would go a good handful of miles out of the way to dodge around the mountains, so we parted ways).
I soon found my way into the drainage, and it turned out to be a fairly significant pathway for gravity-propelled water (a stream). It being the Sonora, there was of course no water there, though I'm sure it would be very impressive when (if?) it rains. I tried running in the creek bed itself for a while to avoid the grasping, flesh-rending vegetation, but the sand and gravel were too soft- it was costing too much energy to run through, not to mention I kept getting pebbles in my shoes. That sounds like something small and just annoying, but if you don't keep the sand and pebbles out of your shoes, you're asking for some serious blisters and pain later. So it was back onto the flood plain for me. There was several meandering cattle paths that gave me some respite from desert thorns and spines, though I still stepped on (and immediately regretted) several cacti. I don't think I mentioned it yet, but I started running this segment of BorderVenture in a different pair of shoes. Pair 3 of BorderVenture (haha) was the New Balance Minimus, a minimalist trail running shoe. By minimalist I mean it has relatively minimal cushion, protection, or support, little or no raise in the heel, and are really flexible. They are meant to imitate bare foot running with some small bit of protection. I love them (how could I not- the shoes I started with tried to kill me, and the second pair I had to cut the back off of one shoe so that it didn't rub on my inflamed heel), they really are great though (though they could be a little more durable...), but I quickly found out that the soft foamy-rubber sole and tread does little to stop cacti spines or mesquite thorns from piercing your foot. So it just became that much more important to actually watch where I was going and where I placed my feet. But it was a compromise I was fine with, especially for a minimalist shoe that was comfortable for me and wasn't trying to detach my foot from my leg.
I eventually made my way out of the mountains, following some immigrant paths on and off until the drainage spread out into several smaller channels in the open desert. Some of the tracks I was following looked fairly fresh, so I kept my head up and my eyes open, hoping that if I did run into someone they wouldn’t be dead, dying, or want to make me dead. I reached the final bit of substantial topography, a small hill just beyond the mountains, and went partway up its side to catch of view of my path to come. I could see what I assumed to be the Papago Farms Border Patrol Station in the distance, a large steel tower rising above several smaller buildings, so I reset my compass bearing to shoot me straight at it. I looked at my GPS to see how far I still needed to go as I stuffed my face with a Clif bar and some peanuts con limon. It seemed that I should reach the station right around noon- perfect timing- I might even be able to score some real food if I was lucky.I set off with my new bearing, but it was becoming oppressively hot. I noticed after running for a while that I was starting to feel a bit funky and overheated, so I was forced to slow down to a walk, only running for short periods to avoid overheating. I was still doing okay on water, but I would definitely need to refill before attempting to make it all the way to Ali Chuk/Menager’s Dam. I was probably still a little ‘loopy’ from the heat, and maybe didn’t have all my senses about me despite feeling relatively good, but when I was maybe a mile from the dirt road that would pass by the Border Patrol station I felt my sunglasses fall out of the top compartment of my pack. I stopped to grab them, taking off my pack to put them back and my heart skipped a beat as I realized my GPS was no longer where it should be. I frantically tore apart my pack to no avail- I had lost my GPS. It had everything in it- my planned path, all the small towns, houses, water sources, ponds, everything. And I didn’t have any sort of good map with me. I started back, going maybe 10 minutes before I stopped, frustrated with myself and battered by the heat of the sun. I had no idea how long ago I had opened the pack- it could have fallen out anywhere, and my tracks would be hard to follow. That, and I couldn’t stand the thought of backtracking an hour in that heat, just to have another hour to get back to where I was and still have to make it to the station. Either realizing or fabricating the futility, I turned around once more and headed for the station GPS-less.
Did I mention I was frustrated with myself? How the hell do you lose your GPS?? I didn’t even care about the monetary value, but it felt like the whole BorderVenture was up in the air again. How was I going to know when my turn off the border road was to take me around the mountains and into Ali Chuk? How would I know where potential water sources were, or how far I was from the next town? How could I have been so stupid and careless to lose my GPS? Between thoughts like these and the oppressive heat, dark times were had as I walked onward. After maybe another half an hour I reached the road and discovered that I had cell phone service. I placed a phone call to a good friend to relay my situation and get some external feedback. I wasn’t convinced my brain was in a fully logical and unbiased place from which to evaluate my situation. To my dismay, he echoed my concerns about the safety and feasibility of continuing on without the GPS, but we decided we would talk again after I got some information from the Border Patrol Station. Another half an hour or so and I was outside the fenced compound, walking toward the gate as a Border Patrol truck rolled up in a cloud of dust.
He, of all the Border Patrol agents I’d encountered, seemed the least surprised to see me out there, but extended a cheerful greeting and said to follow him on in to the compound. We’ll call him Bill. Bill seemed to be in his early 40’s and had the air of a seasoned veteran. He had a cool, easy, casual demeanor of someone who had seen some serious shit; the kind of guy that would be really hard to surprise. The first thing he asked me was “What do ya need?” I replied, wearing something between a grimace and a grin, “I could use some water and some information,” not wanting to ask for food but hoping that it would be offered to me. I have this thing- I won’t ask for help unless it is for something I need, not for something I only want. This probably held me back from receiving a lot more help when I was planning, preparing, and undertaking BorderVenture, and I knew it at the time, but I can be a bit stubborn and foolhardy, apparently to a fault. That is all to say that I needed water and information.
The usual small talk ensued as we walked toward the main building at the back of the small compound- What are you doing out here? Why? I could sense that this guy had a good head on his shoulders, and regardless of his personal beliefs, wouldn't take offense or be irritated with why I was out there, so I gave him the full rundown on what I was doing there. Many other times for the sake of brevity and ease I would just say I was hiking the border and let them fill in the blanks. If they were curious and probed further, I’d explain more. I just laid it out there to this guy, and he asked me some more pointed questions about it, but sort of let it drop off as we entered the building. Sweet salvation. It was dark inside- it took a minute for my eyes to adjust- and it was air conditioned. I decided that I would be content if I just stayed there forever. The little demon on the shoulder whispered something about how nice it would be to just hang out there for a while and catch a ride north with the next Border Patrol agent headed that way. Bail. Just go for it- it isn't safe to continue on. My internal battle raged as Bill left for the bathroom and I engaged in small talk with another BP agent, this one younger, maybe mid to late twenties, who was relatively new to the agency. We’ll call him Todd. I also told him my deal, and he just seemed a little surprised that I was out there doing what I was doing alone. Death on the border certainly isn't something new for Border Patrol agents, in fact, they probably know more about it than anyone else. Todd asked me what I had to eat while I was out there, so I told him about my sufficient-but-not-very-exciting dry food diet. He immediately responded with, “Do you want a sandwich?” I answered in the affirmative, barely resisting the urge to shout “F#ck yeah!” and he proceeded to grab me sandwich materials from his fridge.
The room was dark, cool, and relatively comfortable. I sat at a tall round table that would seat four on bar stools, and there were maybe 3 others like it. Behind me were maybe 5 refrigerators and a doorway to the kitchen, and in front of me were a big flat screen television and a couple couches arranged around it. Over to my left was a computer station with a particularly large monitor, and when I asked about it, Todd explained that it was for the camera they had mounted on the station’s tower, another one that detects heat signatures in addition to being ridiculously high- powered. The building was a strange blend of comfort and business, somewhere between a military base and a college dorm suite, but compared to what I’d just been experiencing, it was all comfort.
TO BE CONTINUED
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